Tears...

When that tear rolls down my cheek, 

It's because I got this terrible headache. 

Am i carrying the grandest problems in this life? 

So many things racing through my mind and messing with my ability to think right 

and the question, 'Why me?’, keeps popping up in the mist of the chaos up in my thinking box. 

It's a question I keep asking but get no answers. 

Light bulb!

Oh it just hit me why i never get answers. 

it's because i am to answer that myself.

i need some ME time so i ask myself, Self, why this and that and that and that? 

And then i think of what i had done and what i have to do

Reflection.

Oh that's a good word and most of us don't use the best of it. 

Laid back, thinking out loud to myself and knowing what's eating me up from within to the outside.

See and I won't worry when they call me Crazy when I'm talking to myself. 

That word don't hit me any harder than what i am going through now

and being true, I don't let such despicable words wound my heart. 

i never allow that, take note.

But instead, 

i let it go with the winds….

water and tears down the drain….

whoosh just like that!

People are just people and that's how they are going to be….

talk and sting and pierce you till you bleed tears and cry blood, till infinity is no more.

what THEY say is what i am not. what THEY do is all behind me. 

It’ll be worth it knowing your true self instead of letting people tell you what you are, what you are not. 

Would you ever give the enemy a knife to stab you? i didn't think so.

That tear rolls down my cheek because i'm just glad i am not what they tried to paint me. 

That tear rolls down my cheek because i feel a great accomplishment from within.

Knowing myself is being great and being great is knowing myself. 

Being great is being myself and paying attention to me.

And sometimes too,

When that tear rolls down my cheek…

down to the corner of my lips, i wipe it away with the back of my        hands and through it all, i am smiling, my heart is.

My tears crystallized into this little piece right here.