What am i?

With all these ridiculous lies he's been telling me,

With him being flanked by all these other women,

it is hard to believe i'm his only woman.

Laying in bed at night all by myself with him no where to be found,

Not being there to hold and cuddle me under these sheets anymore,

it is hard to believe i'm his only woman.

With him ignoring my calls and acting like he don't want to see me,

Failing to show me the love a man gives a woman,

it is just hard to believe i'm his only woman.

He don't make me feel like the woman I am anymore.

He won't look into my eyes when he talks to me anymore,

the eyes of the woman he says he loves.

Why won't i doubt i'm his only woman.

So i look in the mirror and ask myself,

Am i going to be happy with him?, 

the man who just stopped appreciating the beauty he has by his side?

Why won't you tell me how you feels about me now.

Could it be your guilt?

It'd be much better slapping me in the face with the truth

than hurting me with this neglectful attitude.

Look, you stare right through me

and disregard my feelings, my needs

and i am a woman!

If all of this strange and inexplicable behavior

is because i offended you in anyway,

i apologize but please,

I wanna know my position in your life.

Tell me!

Am i the woman you used to love?

There might be a thin line between words and wounds

and it's the same between love and hate,

But whatever it is,

know that the world will still welcome new lovers as time goes by.

If it is what it is, then we'll all be glad one day with the paths we choose,

the separate paths we choose to go.

It's just been hard believing I am your only woman….